I am going to be making my plane tickets today. Dad is coming up on Thursday night and then James, mom, and I will fly up on Tuesday night, hopefully. I emailed the doctor today because I haven't received any of my paperwork to know what the plan is for the days before the surgery. The only thing i know right now is that i have to be there on wed. at 7:45am for a lot of blood work and an endoscopy and stuff, so I'll be under anesthesia that day. She said I'll probably have to fast and stuff before, but will someone let me know for sure?! Not sure if I'm ready for all of this. I had a rough Christmas thanks to the pain, but I'm not sure if I'm ready to be in more pain to get better. Quite scared of that.